| Location | Grimsby |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 1997 |
| Date of Death | 1997 |
| Visitors | 2,210 since 07/11/2007 |
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Victoria Eloise Hancock was born fast asleep on Friday 17th January 1997 at 5.01am and weighing a respectable 7lb 8oz.
Victoria had one lovely sister when she was born called Rebecca who was 22mths old at the time.
Happy 15th Birthday Angel...
I know this is a day late but I did get to the Cemetary yesterday. Impossible to believe you are now 15. It has flown by so fast, I don't even want to think about it.
So much has changed in 15 years but the one thing that NEVER changes is the love for you or how much we miss you being here. We never were afforded the opportunity to get to know you but I know how special you were and how much you were wanted. I always say that you would have been the quiet, conscientious and hardworking one. You would be in many ways different to your big sister, Rebecca but I guess we'll never know.
Even 15yrs on, I still ask myself why you flew away... There is no sense to it but I will always wish when I had pains on the 13th, that I trusted my instincts and gone to the hospital as you may well have been here with us all. It never matters what people say to me, I will always blame myself for losing you...
Your Daddy is coming to see you today and he said to me to tell you he sends his love to you baby angel... Oh how things could have been different.
Anyway, wishing you the happiest 15th birthday ever darling, wish we were there with you to share to share it.
Sleep tight Angel, we all love you to the stars and back...
Mummy, Rebecca, James, Emilie and Ben xXxxXxxXxxXxxXx
Happy 15th Birthday Angel...
I know this is a day late but I did get to the Cemetary yesterday. Impossible to believe you are now 15. It has flown by so fast, I don't even want to think about it.
So much has changed in 15 years but the one thing that NEVER changes is the love for you or how much we miss you being here. We never were afforded the opportunity to get to know you but I know how special you were and how much you were wanted. I always say that you would have been the quiet, conscientious and hardworking one. You would be in many ways different to your big sister, Rebecca but I guess we'll never know.
Even 15yrs on, I still ask myself why you flew away... There is no sense to it but I will always wish when I had pains on the 13th, that I trusted my instincts and gone to the hospital as you may well have been here with us all. It never matters what people say to me, I will always blame myself for losing you...
Your Daddy is coming to see you today and he said to me to tell you he sends his love to you baby angel... Oh how things could have been different.
Anyway, wishing you the happiest 15th birthday ever darling, wish we were there with you to share to share it.
Sleep tight Angel, we all love you to the stars and back...
Mummy, Rebecca, James, Emilie and Ben xXxxXxxXxxXxxXx
Merry Christmas Angel...
Merry Christmas Victoria... Another Christmas message which has come round way too quickly.
Had a super day with your brothers and sister but still wish you could also be here, just to share in the madness. I wonder what you would be into by now... I dare say you'd be copying everything your big sis Bex, would be doing.
It seems unreal that this time 15years ago, we were awaiting your arrival and knowing you wouldnt be too much longer... little did we know what tragedy lay in wait for us.
Anyway my sweet angel, we all wish you the happiest Christmas an angel could possibly wish for.
Love you to the moon and back.
Mummy, Bex, James, Emilie and Ben XxxXxxX
Merry Christmas Angel...
Merry Christmas Victoria... Another Christmas message which has come round way too quickly.
Had a super day with your brothers and sister but still wish you could also be here, just to share in the madness. I wonder what you would be into by now... I dare say you'd be copying everything your big sis Bex, would be doing.
It seems unreal that this time 15years ago, we were awaiting your arrival and knowing you wouldnt be too much longer... little did we know what tragedy lay in wait for us.
Anyway my sweet angel, we all wish you the happiest Christmas an angel could possibly wish for.
Love you to the moon and back.
Mummy, Bex, James, Emilie and Ben XxxXxxX
Merry Christmas Angel...
Merry Christmas Victoria... Another Christmas message which has come round way too quickly.
Had a super day with your brothers and sister but still wish you could also be here, just to share in the madness. I wonder what you would be into by now... I dare say you'd be copying everything your big sis Bex, would be doing.
It seems unreal that this time 15years ago, we were awaiting your arrival and knowing you wouldnt be too much longer... little did we know what tragedy lay in wait for us.
Anyway my sweet angel, we all wish you the happiest Christmas an angel could possibly wish for.
Love you to the moon and back.
Mummy, Bex, James, Emilie and Ben XxxXxxX
Happy 14th Birthday my darling angel...
Oh... where do we start on a day like this? As we say every year, where has the last one gone??? Today you would be 14... 14 :o/ it is so horrible to think that you're not. It is the worst feeling in the world knowing you're not here with us.
The years may go, the day to day pain may pass but today, today is the day that it all hits us so hard. So many things have changed in the past 14 years and yet every one that goes by is another 12months of not having had the chance to know you. Your Dad and I are the only ones who really understand what today means for us. The rest of the family dont really understand with the exception of your Grandma and Grandad who also went through this terrible situation with your Uncle 42 years ago.
I can still remember what you smelt like, how you felt in my arms, just how gorgeous you were. Your lovely dark and what would have been curly hair. You'd have been such a heartbreaker. I still think of when you were on your way and your Dad when my waters broke and him running to get a midwife in just his boxer shorts that Nanna had bought him for Christmas. I remember every kick, every scan, every feeling of knowing you were on your way... and then it all went soooo terribly wrong...
The one positive I can take comfort in today however is the knowledge that Nanna is with you this year and now, forever more. I hope you are looking after her for me... I know she'll take the best care of you.
I may not get up to bring you some flowers today but I will as soon as I can my darling angel. All that I can say is that we are all thinking of you today and miss you incredibly and would do anything to be with you today.
Happy 14th Birthday Victoria. Though we may not be with you, we are all with you in spirit and always are.
All our love, kisses and cuddles,
Mummy and all the Hancock and Westerman family XxxXxxXXxxXxxX
Merry Christmas Angel...
Here we are, the end of another Christmas Day, another one without you... 14yrs ago, your Daddy and I were eagerly awaiting your arrival with everything ready. Now all there is to do is leave you a message here or visit your grave...
It is hard when we sit around the table, sharing jokes etc knowing that you should be there too but we know you're not. Wish you were though...
Anyway Victoria, I hope you have looked after Nanna for us today as this is the first Christmas without her and I hope you and she have had a special Christmas Day in Heaven.
Merry Christmas Darling and we all love you lots...
Mummy, Rebecca, James, Emilie-Victoria and Ben XxxXxxX
Happy 13th Birthday Angel...
Well here we are on your mini milestone birthday. A teenager... It doesnt seem possible really! I seem to have blinked and 13years have elapsed.
I can just imagine what it would be like with 2 girls in the house of teenage years, all hormonal, arguing, stealing each others lip gloss etc... What it would mean though just to see you and Bex fight. I also think of how close you and Bex would be by now. Bex has got a boyfriend now called Tom and I dare say you would have some handsome lad in tow as well. Oh my how the years have flown...
Although we havent visited your grave as much in recent times, you are never out of our thoughts and you now live in my heart and my head. Somehow, some way, you always manage to creep into the most unlikely thoughts and you will always stay with me. 13 years seems a lifetime ago but the memories of holding you, smelling your new baby smell and just looking in awe at you never fade, I only have to smell Vanilla and I think of what you were bathed in, I seem pink carnations and think of you, I see red tartan and I think of your little dress you wore. I cherish every single memory Victoria and hold them sooo tightly in my heart. Would just love to cuddle you close again... Someday eh...
Anyway my gorgeous, precious little angel, Happy 13th Birthday. We miss you more with every passing day and we send all our special birthday love, cuddles and kisses up to heaven.
Sleep tight Angel,
Love you sooo much and miss you even more,
Mummy, Rebecca, James, Emilie-Victoria And Ben XxxXxxXxxXxxX
Happy 12th Birthday my gorgeous Angel...
Today is your 12th birthday which as I always say, I cant believe where the time has gone...
I often sit here and wonder what life would be like if you were here with us all. You and Bex arguing over stuff lol - you would have been sooo like her though I always said you would have been more placid. Life would be chaos especially with your baby sister Emilie-Victoria and baby brother Ben but it would have been sooo lovely. Just to have one day all together would be the best day of my life without a doubt.
Anyway Angel, wishing you the happiest 12th birthday ever and we all love you and miss you more day after day after day and that will never change...
Sweet dreams and lots of kisses
Mummy, Rebecca, James, Emilie-Victoria and Ben XxxXxxXxxXxxX
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